today, i'm totally exhausted. dunno y, my speed of typing is getting from bad 2 worse..i suppose is due to long hours in front of computer, tt's explain my tireness...but i'm oso glad, cos 2 more days onli, i'll get to meet bear bear. wonder if he slimmed down..but these 3 days coming to 4 days are like suffering in hell..miss him really badly yet couldnt contact him..hais..